Cristi | April 27, 2009

E smeared peanut butter crackers all over his face.
I don’t realize how much of my mom is in me, until I’m doing the exact same thing she used to do.
Today, my boys were still hungry (or “hoogree” as E says). They had just consumed their breakfast, and were asking for more. The trouble was, the cupboards were crying out for groceries louder than my boys. (Yes, TODAY I will get to the store!) So, I had to be creative. For me, that means I had to find something that doesn’t come already prepared in a colorful package.
Ah ha! I decided on saltine crackers with peanut butter on them. It wasn’t until I was spreading that smooth layer over each cracker that I remembered that I, myself, ate these concoctions as a child. I probably haven’t eaten one since the 80’s, when my own mom served them to my brother and me. It made me smile to realize that she met my needs in the exact way that I was, for my own boys, today. I’m sure that when my mom prepared those crackers in our small apartment kitchen, she didn’t imagine me doing the same thing for her grandchildren, someday.
I wonder what kinds of things my boys are picking up from me that they will someday replicate for their own children. I sure hope that they are picking up more than just menu ideas.
I pray that, by God’s grace, they are witnessing a genuine example of Christ. Although I’m a woman filled with human flaws and failures, I hope that they sense that I am relying on God’s power and Spirit to be all He desires me to be. I pray that I am worthy of their imitation (1 Corinthians 4:13).
My mom is a neverending song in my heart of comfort, happiness, and being. I may sometimes forget the words but I always remember the tune. ~Graycie Harmon
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